Classmates

I just spent way too much time tonight on Classmates.com, filling out my profile and reading others from my high school group. Most of these people I just don't remember much at all, and most of the ones I want to see aren't members, so it's frustrating. I did end up sending 7 emails: 1 to an old buddy who once made a pass at me, which I didn't hold against him, and 6 to women I was friends with or used to like. I accidentally sent one to a Pamela B. thinking she was my second girlfriend, Pamela M., so that may be interesting to get a reply on. There was another one, Alyssandra, who had a thing for me while I was dating her friend, and once gave me a poem at lunch, in front of the other girl, that was seemingly innocuous but the first letters of each line spelled out, "WHY CANT I SLEEP WITH YOU." I was really an idiot not to take her up on that, but I'm sure at the time I felt if I cheated on my very first girlfriend I'd curse myself forever or something. Plus I was probably more unnerved than turned-on, because I was really awkward about sex in high school. I know the girlfriend dumped me not that long after but can't remember why I didn't try to get anything going with Alyssandra then.